I'm sorry this is my first time posting. And I don't possess the ability to make people cry.
Whereas Miao Ling does. Thank you Miao Ling, for very nearly making me cry. Unfortunately for you you FAILED. HAHA.
Anyway, I'm not capable of putting everything I want to say into words therefore 3 people before me have done that. It's amazing how that's precisely what I wanted to say. Well not very precise but close.
I still can't believe it's the end of everything, because we've been putting so much into the concert so much effort rushing around trying to make our concert not screwed. And it was so unbelievably successful and fabulous (:
I love everyone for being there for each other, for being so close, for helping so much, for putting in our hearts and our souls in making this great; I love whoever came up with the idea of crying in the tunnel so no one sees us.
I don't know if I should hold on, if what I'm holding on is a shadow that will slip through; or if I should let go, and stay strong, but that way I'd lose everything.
I love you all for understanding me and each other. I've never felt so together; yesterday it seemed as though we really were one-not just us but the whole CCA and it was so beautiful to look at each other playing and smile, genuinely, not painfully, and feel so relieved and just plain FABULOUS. I think our hearts were just bursting because we were so proud of US. So proud of everything that we've done, ever since we started planning for concert.
I hate to think that we don't have much time, but I love that we've been treasuring every moment, marking each milestone with the great memories that we've shared, that will mean so much more when we look back.
I wanna grow old with you, I wanna die lying in your arms; I wanna grow old with you, I wanna be looking in your eyes. I wanna be there for you, sharing in everything you do. I wanna grow old with you.
I know my post is short, but I mean everything I've said, and I mean more that I've been unable to say. And I know you know what I'm talking about, because we share the same joy, the pain, the tears, the love.
'Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all
And even shared the tears
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all
I love you all. Everyone says that, everyone means that. That's why everyone is singular.
Yours sincerely,
Goh Yan Tong
I'm still signing off that way (:
