I'm posting again(:
I don't want to write about concert again because I know we've said enough about it already. And we've felt enough about it already.
It's only 2 days since I saw you, only 1 day till I see you again (actually less than that) but I miss you guys madly. It feels empty not hearing people running around, laughing and screaming.
I think I owe everyone a huge thank you. Not only for concert but for all the memories before that. I've only just realised how much I've been counting on you guys to be there for me, and especially since I haven't been the high and insane (tootest) person you see now at the start of the year. I know everytime I'm down or if anyone else is we're all there for each other, and I've been an ungrateful pig not to notice earlier. Not that I didn't, but I didn't realise the importance of it then. I don't think I'd have pulled through if it weren't for you guys being there for me.
It seems like just yesterday when we were Sec Ones, thinking our 5 range bells were absurdly heavy. But it seems as though I've known all of you forever, because we share a past. We probably didn't share a childhood, but we did share memories that are the most important to me. In actual fact, you guys are the best friends I've ever had. Thank you all for making me less of the loner that I've always been and for being retarded with me so I feel less extra.
To Ama: Thank you for teaching me how to say the pledge in malay! I'm sorry I've forgotten it already, haha. You're the most sane in our batch which is nearly directly opposite of me but then they say opposites attract so YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU. Thank you for always helping me learn my notes I don't know why you always know it better than I do!
To Zhen: Thank you for being so high and insane JUST LIKE ME! Thank you for screaming around so much, haha. Thank you for brightening up each of my mornings with your insanity, or your sleepiness. I don't know if this would sound paedophilic, but I enjoyed being your pillow when you fell asleep on my shoulder. I'm sorry if I ever let you slip through my fingers, because now I know I only want to hold you close.
To Munaya: Thank you for being such a fantastic, responsible, amazing friend and I can drag you around everywhere! And thank you for always going high with me or bringing me back to earth when I high! I know I've counted on you so much and you're the one who helps me to stay strong. You're always there for me, and I really appreciate that.
To Hannah: Thank you for being my Nana Jiejie and for going mad with me at the strangest times! You're nearly always there in the morning to fly at me and hug me and make me feel wanted. Thanks for everything and do eat more vitamins so you're less weak because I AM SO WORRIED ABOUT YOU DEAR
To Shinae: Thank you for all our Math class memories (: Thank you for teaching me so much although you probably don't know what you have taught me but I treasure everything that we've shared and you were always there to comfort me plus you were the first to ask where I was that day I wasn't in school in the morning.
To Dania: Thank you for being tortoise, for being Retard max, for being K and every other nickname I've given you! Thank you for sharing your deepest darkest secret with me and for giving me the most AMUSING memories just by being DANIA. Thank you for being so obliging all the time even when I am a bad bad girl and demand you to follow me to the ends of the earth.
To Miao: Thank you for letting me laugh at you when Argentina lost! Haha thank you for being so INGENIOUS and for doing the script with me haha. Thank you for your cheesy pick up lines and for you lame jokes. Thank you for being such a FABULOUS FRIEND. And for being so ego (:
To ROTELLE: Thank you for being the best batchmates ever and for being there for me. Thank you for stopping me from being emo and jumping out of the window although I would survive since I AM A NINJA. Thank you for EVERYTHING. Thank you for showing me what friends meant what love meant what being together meant. WE MUST FILM OUR JACKIE CHAN MOVIE SOMEDAY.
Love always,
Goh Yan Tong
SEE YOU TOMORROW. I CAN'T WAIT.
